iuldhearagaintheyhusbandspeakingtheseafrotolookafterhter.ihaddothata.shehearted.ineverhadtoeoverourlives.asitriedtolookintothefuture,adeepfeelingofune.forthefirstti,ifelturolthedireyoydaughter.thatfrightened.</p>

tofasandishusbanddiedin1957,iylossand,forati,felthalfdeadyself.butifoundthattakingpositiveatopesonebyoneherapeutidgoodfortherenee.</p>

inoldination,theoldprejudiedtobeoffendedandearrassedbythesightofaantryingtostandonherown.</p>

bersofthesenioryselfoverandaiheirrespeeetingyhusband.neverinlifehadifoundselfinasituationsopuzzlingastheculturalrevolution.ikhathinese</p>

national,thedepartntofindustryandrugiveperssion.sishouldkhereseednovalidreasonforthesuddehihetargetofperselyalleffortstokeeintonfrontationeofsu,iroubledasohelplessthatiiheguidanceofgodinaspecialprayer.</p>

inthedaysafterozedongreviehisblessing,theredguardsinshanghaitookoverthestreets.theneissionoftheredguardss,oldhabits,andoldhinking.thereionof“old”;ittuardstodecide.</p>

firstofall,theyajorstreetedaug</p>

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